'Today was supposed to be our wedding day:' Fiancée of woman killed in Hedingham mass shooting speaks at her Celebration of Life

Instead, Marshall's loved ones are gathering to celebrate and remember her life.

"Today is not supposed to be a sad day," Steele said.

Vows were replaced by goodbyes and shared memories.

“As you know, today was supposed to be our wedding day," said Steele as he opened the eulogy to guests at Dorothea Dix Park. "Mary and I had planned for about 30 guests in the mountains, our happy place."

Steele emphasized the important lessons Marshall had taught him – how to talk through emotions and struggles, rather than holding them inside. How to be in touch with his feelings.

“I learned from her everyday," he said.

Her sister Meaghan McCrickard remembered laughter and mischief growing up with Marshall.

“She was happy, and I don’t think anyone could ask for anything else,” said McCrickard. “I am going to miss those things.”

Later in life – she watched as marshall, her little sister, joined the navy and followed her passions.

“She became my hero,” said McCrickard. “You could see it in her face, she was happy. She was finally in a place where she felt good about life.”

Woman killed in Raleigh shooting was planning to get married this month. Instead, family and friends will now hold her celebration of life

Steele said Marshall would want the same for everyone here.

“She would not want us sitting around and crying,” said Steele.

One of the many reasons he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her.

“I didn’t think I deserved her. I still don’t think I deserved her, but for 2 and half years I had her," said Steele. "It was the best 2 and half years of my life.”

He spoke about Marshall as if she were a force of nature – and a powerful force for joy.

“She faced life’s challenges head on. She faced everything head on," he said. “She was one of the best people I’ve ever met in my life, and for the rest of my life I intend to live up to her having chosen me. I didn’t think I deserved her. But for the two and a half years that I had her, it was the best two and a half years of my life, and I’ll never forget her.”

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"Mary was a huge advocate for mental health rights for everyone, and we want to carry that torch in her absence. Please continue to donate and share so that we can keep moving forward and helping this cause," McCrickard wrote on their GoFundMe.