MICHAEL-BRYANT HICKS: If 'Silent Sam' returns to his pedestal, this alum will move on
Friday, Aug. 24, 2018 -- The toppling of Silent Sam set me to thinking about how as a student at UNC I always felt obligated to accommodate white supremacy as enshrined in the monuments and the names of campus buildings. I came to Carolina from a long lineage of poor black tobacco workers and cleaning ladies, the first to obtain a university degree. I was doing well just to be allowed to attend Carolina. I felt grateful, the kind of sentiment that perhaps all Carolina students should hold, yet the feeling some minority students carry when it is made clear to us that we are guests in someone else's home, a home where the people who terrorized our ancestors are celebrated across the physical landscape.
Posted — UpdatedAs an alumnus, I cherish the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill, so much so that for a decade I’ve sat on one of its alumni boards, contributing my time and energy to advancing its mission. Last year, I donated $50,000 to the university in order to establish a study abroad scholarship for minority and low-income students. My intention has been to renew that gift several times over in the years ahead.
I believe the University is a magnificent institution with a unique legacy in American higher education. And yet, if the university re-installs the 1913 statue known as “Silent Sam,” I will discontinue my financial support and involvement in its alumni programs.
This is a clarifying moment in the university’s history. Strange as it might seem, the university finds itself with a decision that’s identical to the one the administration of 1913 contemplated: Whether to erect a statue honoring the Confederate cause. Not whether to take such a statue down as debated in places like Charlottesville and New Orleans, but—owing to the handiwork of the “vandals”—whether to put one up.
This is a clarifying moment. All around us, righteous voices are declaring that they will no longer accommodate sexual harassment, discrimination based upon gender identity, nor the policing of the simple act of living by people of color. In the spirit of this moment, I choose not to accommodate an obelisk of white supremacy. It took this act by protesters to convince me that I should make that stand right now on this issue.
The toppling of Silent Sam set me to thinking about how as a student at UNC I always felt obligated to accommodate white supremacy as enshrined in the monuments and the names of campus buildings. I came to Carolina from a long lineage of poor black tobacco workers and cleaning ladies, the first to obtain a university degree. I was doing well just to be allowed to attend Carolina. I felt grateful, the kind of sentiment that perhaps all Carolina students should hold, yet the feeling some minority students carry when it is made clear to us that we are guests in someone else’s home, a home where the people who terrorized our ancestors are celebrated across the physical landscape.
Bless those vandals. I don’t condone vandalism, but I do celebrate their sense of ownership of Carolina. A sense of ownership I wager most black students at the university don’t share even today. (It appears most of the protesters were not black students. My guess is black kids at Carolina know what can happen to them if they go around pulling statues down.)
The protestors’ actions have caused me to interrogate myself. Do I still feel like a guest in the house of the University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill? Even after my 26-year relationship with the university and large cash donations? At what point do I claim the prerogatives of ownership of Carolina, its traditions, and culture? We know how the donor class typically relates to the university. Donors have the expectation of being heard and heeded in everything from their opinions on curricula to big time athletic programs. And, they certainly wouldn’t give money to institutions that disrespect them and their ancestors. I expect no less. If Carolina is my home, too, if it is the home of the black students who traverse its campus every day, then we should not be insulted in our own home.
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